justlikepoison13

What a good start to a new year. I feel that its my duty to myself to reach these 3 goals by the end of the year. 1. Finish college with As 2. Loose at least 35 pounds and keep it off 3. Make sure never again to forget how important it is to put myself first, and let my dreams, my hopes, and my future come true. With these goals hopefully I can improve my life, and learn more lessons in life, and furthermore be happy with what I have done instead of live in the past. <3 At any rate though I feel good, and hopefully with this new year, my art, my writing shall be improved and i will finally get out of the mental block I have created. W

When you think about it, Moving is a lot like dying. Your life, your friends, your lovers. It doesn't matter once your gone. Eventually your normal routine ends, and life continues on with out you.   Then as soon as it does, you remember that the world doesn't revolve around you. The people you knew, well they turn into memories, and in the end, memories are all you ever really had. I guess having all this alone time makes you learn how to start loving yourself again. You start appreciating yourself, and what you as a person should do with your life. Its silly to just wonder around looking for a purpose when in all actuality the purpose is y

Goodness its been ages since i wrote a journal. So here I am sitting at my schools library finally with some spare free time to do so. My days have been going by so quickly, its hard to notice what actually goes on. Busy, busy, busy. I have been feeling like a honeybee quickly doing his rounds pollinating the flowers in order to make honey for his queen. Its been interesting to say the least. I finally moved into a apartment recently. I love it. Its like a 50s house and its just so, well, me. I also have a amazing roommate. She is really awesome and a great friend. College has been going good this semester. Im quite surprised that it is,